RENEE Name: Reneé DOB: 08/01 Location: Central Florida Status: Extremely committed Education: High school graduate Major: Graphic Design Music: hxc/post- hxc/screamo Hair: blonde &red Eyes: Hazel Height: 5'6" Weight: 111 lbs. Mods: Inked x2 &Poked x11 Physical To me, my looks are pretty average. I'm pretty happy with myself though. Confidence, not conceited. I'm 5'6" and around 107-110lbs. Yes, I eat. I can eat like a man, but I try my hardest to eat healthy and right. I'm one of those trendy ass vegetarians. My natural hair color is a dark blonde or light brown with copper highlights, but I dye it, of course. Right now it's a ash blonde with red streaks and platinum highlights. My eyes are hazel, but they're sort of weird. They're a blue-grey with a greenish-yellow rim around the pupil and brown streaks through-out them. A lot of people ask me if I wear contact, but nope. I'm usually pretty fair skinned, but I tan pretty easily. Tanning is my guilty pleasure. I pretty much wear whatever I feel comfortable in. Usually skirts and tank-tops. I'm lazy. I'm really into body modifications as well. I have two tattoos (working on more and adding to one soon); a flower of a Venus-fly trap on my lower abdomen and a belladonna plant on my lower back with my name. I'm really into poisonous flowers. It sort of represents that no matter what you look like on the outside, something can be completely opposite on the inside. As for piercings, I have plenty. I have my tongue&labret pierced, a monroe, my nose, two in my bellybutton (vertical & horizontal), and ears of course. I rarely wear earrings though. Fun huh? Meta-Physical I'm a pretty stable girl. I did go through my years of depression where I dealt with many problems that did physical harm to myself, but I do quite well now without the help of that little Egg looking think on the Zoloft commercial. I think a lot of people go through it... more than most think. I think that a lot of people have it worse than others, but there is no reason to mock or criticize anyone who has gone through those terrible feelings. I just had some dramatic female harmones going on in my situation. I'm quite the little bubble of energy when I open up. I'm really, really intimidated by people, so I usually don't talk around people I don't know and I'm very shy at first. This makes me come off as a bitch and stuck up. I know this, but I'm very shy around new people or people I just feel inferior to. It's all good when I open up though. A lot of people think of me as very down-to-earth. I don't judge people on appearance, race, religion, etc. I like to think that people don't judge me on that either. Haha, in fact, a lot of my friends tell me I have bad taste when it comes to the attraction of the opposite sex. My own boyfriend tells me that he thinks the guys I say are attractive, are ugly. ::chuckles:: I'm a really sarcastic and a horribly cynical person as well, and sometimes not at the right moment. I usually know how to bite my tongue though. Overall, I'm a goofy, down-to-earth, sarcastic person - but I honestly think that a good personality and believe intelligence and individuality will show a person's real beauty. That's the only way I want to be seen. All though, I know that will never happen due to the immaturity and ignorance of some-to-most individuals. Atleast on the web... Greatest Love Of All Yes, it's a big cheesy part of the "About me" type thing, but my boyfriend is such a big part of my life. If there's one person I would walk on broken glass for millions of miles, it would be him. Yeah, this is stereo-typical but he is the best friend I could have ever asked for. There's no one else in the world that I feel this bond with. I mean, I still get butterflies in my tummy and goosebumpies when I think about him. We have been through the good and the bad, the happy and the sad, and not once has he ever given up on me ...even when I had given up on myself. I couldn't have asked for anyone more special than he. I mean, he's perfect in every way in my eyes. He's extremely intelligent (Mechanical Engineer major), he has a one in a million personality (he's the only one who can make me smile when I feel like shit), he's sarcastic and funny just like me, and he's a sexpot. :) He's the greatest thing in my entire little life. Education People automatically thought that I was stupid when I left public high school to go into home schooling. They thought that I couldn't handle the normal pressure of regular schooling and that I was sad lonely girl. BOO HOO! Not the case; I had fun doing a lot of the regular things. I was on my high school swim team in 9th grade and I helped set up benefits like walks for cancer foundations. My sophomore year, I was on my high school's first dance team before I left for home schooling. I've always been an over-achiever though. Infact, being perfect in school became an obsession with me. When I left normal school I had a 4.0, but I was pretty bored with school and the fact of being so bored drove me crazy! So, I did go into home schooling and graduated early through a home schooling program so I could start college. BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE! People, don't be narrow-minded. Public education is a falling institution, and homeschooling is the way until someone with enough intelligence comes around to make it into something useful, but it may be too late with what we've created with public education. Inadequate academic facilities, too many "elective coursesk," and not enough educated teachers has turned public education into a six hour babysitting service. Anyway, home schooled children are not all because homes chooled they're stupid and can't hack it. It's not dropping out. Anyway, I did that and I graduated with an overall weighted 3.9 GPA. That's doesn't mean I'm smart though. I admit, I DID SHIT on my first ACTs. 20! BOOOO! So after some bullshit wasted time at a community college and a million different major changes, I have decided to go to art school to major in Graphic Design. Hopefully to do something with a magazine or advertising agency (while getting another degree in Multimedia & Deisgn), and eventually pioneer into my own company. Beliefs I was baptized Roman Catholic, and have much respect for Catholicism, but am not religious at all. This in part because I think religion is based off of fact and fallacy, and many people have a hard time believing so and turn it into something compeltely hypocritical. I also think that religion has been a pathway to much hate, prejudice, and war and would rather embrace my spiritual side and focus on one higher entity. And that's about it... The Life I Love I really do love life. For a while it was just blah. Coming in contact with the wrong people and being easily influenced to do the wrong things turned my life up-side-down. Of course, I blame no one but myself, and from there I've been able to capture a strong sense of who I am. I really do enjoy the fun things in life. For instance, I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE MY SURFING! I started when I was 13 with longboarding, gave up on it for a while, but as of lately I'm really into it now that I've started shortboarding, I'm really starting to feel my love for it again. I'll be the first to say that I'm not all that great, but I can bargain on my own. But after all, we all know that Florida doesn't exactly have choice waves. So you see that I love the waves, therefore I love the beach. I'm such a sucker for sand between my toes, the heat on my body, and jumping above and below the waves. That's one of the +'s about living in Florida. I'm also a sucker for good tunes, so I love going to concerts. When I can, you'll see me posting some snaps on the site from concerts and adventures. I'm not really old enough to go to clubs since I love to dance, so I pretty much chill around with friends a lot. I go to a lot of parties and do normal things like anyone else. I like beer. Music I love music. I'm constantly jammin' new tunes such as FATA, Beloved, The Black Dahlia Murder, Silverstein, Atreyu, Nora, Deathcab for Cutie, Amelia Street,Between the Buried and Me, Remembering Never, Coheed & Cambria, the Bled, Fear Before the March of Flames, Norma Jean, As I Lay Dying, Everytime I Die, PTW, Carter Beats the Devil, The Faint, Hot Hot Heat, Thrice, etc. If you have any bands that you think I should check out, eMail me. Future Anyone's future is pretty much an open book with the last few pages being blank. I never rule out the possibilities to things to change, but I know there are paths that I would prefer my life to take. Whatever may come though, will come. I'm a strong believer in fate, and nothing ever happeneds without reason. Even the worst things in life can make you a stronger person. Don't ever forget that when you feel like giving up.
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